I am so tired of being scared of my own body.
I am tired of relying on pills to get myself through the day.
I'm tired of surviving, but not enjoying life.
I am tired of the constant stream of anxiety running under the surface.
I'm tired of snapping at my kids because all of my energy is spent fighting the demons in my head.
Tired of the guilt.
Tired of the anger and frustration.
I am tired.
I am tired of relying on pills to get myself through the day.
I'm tired of surviving, but not enjoying life.
I am tired of the constant stream of anxiety running under the surface.
I'm tired of snapping at my kids because all of my energy is spent fighting the demons in my head.
Tired of the guilt.
Tired of the anger and frustration.
I am tired.
Somebody once told me that being tired is one step closer to putting aside your issues. So, who knows? Maybe being tired and frustrated with it all is a good thing? Maybe you're one step closer to being "normal"?
ReplyDeleteAt any rate, hang in there my friend.